The Lost ShangriLa - Le ciel bleu profond - Keep Walking, Traveler25

I always get sentimental after leaving places, Kaohsiung or some  holiday resorts, which 
mean the end of my short break, my  short period of kicking back. It's just...  inevitable
even if i was just doing nothing, at home. Sometimes it's hard to bear the change ,difficult
to think about the fact that the routines are gonna come back in my life, everywhere ,every time!
What a guy, huh? Childish, isn't it?

WHAT DOES THIS IMPLY? I DON'T LIKE MY LIFE? I'M LAZY? I'VE NO MOTIVATION. 
I'VE NO IDEA.