seems that only when you are alone will the
lonely feeling,heart-breaking or other bad feelings come to you.
i don't know.
seems like if you don't think of it,you will not feel ill.
but,is the way of preventing thinking a good way?
it's more like suppression.
however,in the other hand,do i think too often,too much?
i could just let it go,though not easily.i just want to be tied
with it because of the gorgeous,maybe it's me who makes it much more better than
the reality, memories and search for some hope,some...maybe unreal hope that
would only happen in a fairy-tale,a perfect ending.
maybe i should know clearer about the real world,the reality
but it's so rediculous ,contradictory 'cause this is totally
the opposite way to which i told you to do.
i am just so confused.
chaos!
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